Thursday, December 9, 2010
Remembering The Past Is Painful, Isn't It?
Why can't all good memories be remembered for the happiness instead of the pain? The past hits me like a thousand buses and I suddenly remember all the times when I was happy and just didn't care about anything....But along with the past, comes the realization that I'll never get to experience those kind of "good memories" ever again. Sometimes, I wish I can disappear along with the past and just do nothing or just to be forgotten. What happened to that girl who could just move on with life without taking a step back and just be happy that the future is on its way? Why can't good memories just stay as good memories? Remembering hurts more than moving forward.
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dear duckie,
ReplyDeleteits all in the proses of growing up.
wher everything but nothing changes.
but u r still here,
i think good things rnt ment to b remember for to long
we get drunk with good memories
we remember the bad things because we subcontiously protect r selves from getting lost in those memories,
if we dont get to experience the same happiness, it is for the best
that way we can grow and discover grater deeps of happiness.
alice u r to young to relies jut how happy u can truly b.
u have not yet experience just how pain full, forgetting memories can b
i for one think of my memories like canvases.
i have said this before in one of my other blogs, but i think u should here it again
memories r like a row of paintings on canvases in my head,
freshly painted ones 4 memories just made, blank ones ahead for the ones yet to b made.
and as i look back.
more and more paintings r slowly fading away, colors fading.
some so lost that its just about an empty canvas in a line of fuzzy memories.
u have a chance of making great memories
so charish what u do every day
duckie if u think its bad now that ur young. wait till ur my age-whiterabbit
duckie,
ReplyDeletei knw who u r
come find me
-whiterabbit
How can I find you?`~`
ReplyDeleteplay the game
ReplyDeleteThe game?
ReplyDeleteseams like u havent been following me that well
ReplyDeletewell duckie, ill give u clue
u c past me everyday
u just dont open ur eyes wide enough to truly c me
i have left u a clue in one of the bathroom stalls
come find me~
that is the game
will u play "allice"?
u have lost the game
ReplyDeleteCan I still play the game? I know I lost but can I have one more chance? please.
ReplyDeleteit seams the other alice found my next clue
ReplyDeletewhat ever shall i do?
here is my clue to u
the season is changing
they slowly fall to the ground
decorating the floor with their many shades of brown
as more and more fall
the trees r becoming naked
but 3 stand tall
this place is empty
but someone sits on thier own
underneath the tall shady tree
who could it b?
ill give u a hint
i wount b me
come find me
this clue last from 1-10 -11~1-11-11
fallow me carefully - whiterabbit
Okay I'll do my best to find you starting 1-10-11
ReplyDelete~Duckie
dear duckie,
ReplyDeletethe clue is still in play
ur time is almost up
ill give u a hint
its behind the building labeled with the sam letter as ur last letter :X
~whiterabbit
Does this mean I still have tomorrow to play the game?
ReplyDeleteduckie i am geting inpatient
ReplyDeletethere r other Alice's who are also looking for me.
you need to find the alice who wears the treat in her finger
she ate the treat that said eat me
the clue is still ther
i c u every day
u just dont oene ur eyes wide enough to really c me,
u look right past me
have u goten my gift?
"im late ! im late~ duckie there is no time to waist"~whiterabbit
but I already know who you are
ReplyDelete~Duckie
do u really?
ReplyDelete~white rabbit?
you said you saw me every day so i think i know who you are .and "i want to be the rainbow that connects the sky to the earth the earth to the sky. and all in between before i die" is a clue i've seen before somewhere else.
ReplyDelete~Duckie
(o,<)b very good duckie
ReplyDeletebut have u found the other alice? :l
"im late, im late, im terribly late, will u still play the game dear alice?"~whiterabbit
the other alice?
ReplyDelete-Duckie
yes the alice, like you is also trying to find me
ReplyDeleteif u find her she will have the next clue
she just doesnt knw it yet
the alice has a treat on her ring finger
~whiterabbit
where can i find this other alice?
ReplyDelete~Duckie
you also see her every day
ReplyDeleteyou both notice each other
but u both go ur own separate ways
this alice is much of a dreamer , she can create so much but lacks the motivation .
she is always looking for a thrill
and you duckie, my other alice happen to b that motivation
you like manga, yes?
http://www.mangafox.com/manga/doubt_tonogai_yoshiki/
this duckie is what she plays
will u mindlessly stand by to find out who she is?
go find her duckie
before the wolf does (reference to http://www.mangafox.com/manga/doubt_tonogai_yoshiki/)
duckie i believe i don't have much time left.. the gates of wonderland r closing
"im late im late im terrible late , hurry and find me" -whiterabbit
the 2nd alice you seek wears a french flower made of iron upon her wrist
ReplyDeletequickly now alice find her-whiterabbit